About Me

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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Tuesday 29 November 2011

Just a Little Thought of the Day!

Think beautiful thoughts
It is funny how; when things go wrong, or disasters in your life happen it actually teaches you a lesson on how to move forward! One would say turning negatives into positives.

Faith Hill - Every Where I am There You Will Be

Christian Singer: Faith Hill



When I Look Back On These Times, And The Dreams We Left Behind ,I'll Be Glad 'Cause I Was Blessed To Get To Have You In My Life.When I Look Back On These Days, I'll Look And See Your Face, You Were Right There For Me, In My Dreams I'll Always See You Soar Above The Sky, In My Heart There'll Alwys Be A Place For You For All My Life, I'll Keep A Part Of You With Me, And Everywhere I Am There You'll Be. And Everywhere I Am There You'll Be.
Well you showed meHow it feelsTo feel the sky Within my reach And I alwaysWill remember all The strength you Gave to meYour love made me Make it through Oh, I owe so much to you You were right there for me
In My Dreams I'll Always See You Soar Above The Sky, In My Heart There'll Alwys Be A Place For You For All My Life, I'll Keep A Part Of You With Me, And Everywhere I Am There You'll Be.And Everywhere I Am There You'll Be.
'Cause I always saw in you My light, my strength And I want to thank youNow for all the ways You were right there for me You were right there for meFor always
In my dreams I'll always see you soarAbove the sky In my heart There will always be a place For you for all my lifeI'll keep a part Of you with meAnd everywhere I am There you'll be And everywhere I am There you'll be There you'll be.

Read more: FAITH HILL - EVERY WHERE I AM THERE YOU WILL BE LYRICS http://www.metrolyrics.com/every-where-i-am-there-you-will-be-lyrics-faith-hill.html#ixzz1f5YTwY00
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Beautiful Words from Across the Globe

I was trying to think about what to include in this Blog piece when actually nothing but the beautiful words from such a Beautiful lady!
God works in mysterious ways and through beautiful people, Thank you my wonderful Emma Novak.
Messages

Emma's Word from across the globe;
"Oh my beautiful friend, wow. I am amazed by the works that have begun in you. So amazed. I pray it continues and that God will walk with you daily, revealing a piece of his beauty a bit at a time. That you will truly know how it feels to be free in Christ and all that he has planned for you, plans that were layed before the world was even whispered into being. That you will know and grasp just how deep his love runs for you and that, that love is with you through all times. Whatever the world is telling you or however hard the moment may seem, you can always know and trust he is with you, loving you, cheering you on to do greater and better things in him. 
Thank you Emma, Once again you rescued me just when I was feeling lost. xx

Feeling Lonely

I know that finding my way through the big jungle to godliness was not going to be easy in fact I didn't even know this path existed for me! I felt rather lonely on Sunday with no one I knew at Church. Silly really but I feel rather lonely anyway at home with the three children, no family and long term friends around me. Don't get me wrong, I love my dear friends who I feel God has guided my way! But nothing can replace a sister or mother's unconditional love.

Feeling Lonely



After battling all day today with my roller coaster of emotions I came across this and how I felt a connection to this verse;


All my longings lie open before you, Lord; my sighing is not hidden from you. My heart pounds, my strength fails me; even the light has gone from my eyes. My friends and companions avoid me because of my wounds; my neighbours stay far away. Those who want to kill me set their traps, those who would harm me talk of my ruin; all day long they scheme and lie. I am like the deaf, who cannot hear, like the mute, who cannot speak; I have become like one who does not hear, whose mouth can offer no reply. LORD, I wait for you; you will answer, Lord my God.


(Psalm 38:9-15)

Spiritual Director, Christian Mentor or just a Mother & Father Figure

Guidance throughout your Life
Do you ever feel like your going on a Journey alone and want someone to share it with you and someone to guide you. I spent a long time on my own before I met my amazing Husband Ben 10 years ago. I do not think it is unfair to force my Journey of Happiness and Godliness upon my husband, even though it is he, who I go to for all my guidance and advice. Even then Ben cannot always help me and I do crave a Father or Mother figure for some sort of guidance in my life, whether it be for parenthood, friendships, financial or just life in General.


To be continued.........