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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Wednesday 30 November 2011

Has God been with me all this time?


My husband is just flicking through some photo's on FB and going right back to when we first met. I was speaking to Rev of St John's on Monday about Ben and got quite emotional about how I had met Ben and how he saved me from my poor life I had at the time.
Ben commented on one particular photo and said that I did not know him when he had had long hair, I said no I didn't I think it was about 2 months after you had your hair cut".

Then I remembered, on the day of my interview the lady named Alison Tarrant had for some unknown reason shown me around the office and introduced me to this chap. I shook his hand and smiled sweetly. I didn't realize at the time but that was Ben ,my husband who I then later married and started a family with.

Now the strange thing is that Alison was and is a Christian. I think that is rather spooky. Ben and I didn't get together in the April when we had the hand shake as I was engaged to someone else. But things happened and we eventually got together in the November. We did have a struggle as there were a lot of people who did not like the fact we were dating. However look at us know.

Do you think that was God's doing? Strange as it may seem and for me writing this, God work's in mystical ways and I have awlays felt something, just did not know it was actually God at work.

Coming to Terms With My New Vocation!

Wife and Mother
I have finally come to terms with the fact that I am not an Ex-Project Manager in Software who has lost her Identity but an amazing Wife to my darling Husband and a nurturing Mother to my three Beautiful Children.  Boy!, that feels good.

To be continued.................