Smiling again

Thank you so much God for guiding me in the right direction and giving me the strength to ask the right person the right questions. Thank you to the lovely lady at church that always inspires me when she gets up and talks in church. My faith has been restored again. I feel good when I smile.

Personality Conclusion - Nobody is perfect

Ok, after doing lots of researching and sole searching, I have come to the conclusion that you cannot be liked by everyone, that we all have faults. I do miss having parents; which means that I put more enphisis on trying to make new friends, probably too easily and than wanting more than they can give. After all I am only human. What I do understand out of all this, is, I am a perfectionist and control freak, I like things done properly and my way. Life is not like this and nor are a lot of people out there. I do thoroughly enjoy being around people and people fascinate me just not the ones who when they see me run!!!! lol. I need to put myself in an environment where I am needed and able to use my God given gifts. I feel I could really do some good out in that cruel harsh world out there.