About Me

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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Saturday 24 March 2012

Beautiful

This is what makes me happy. I am sat in the garden with my three beautiful children, running around playing and splashing in the paddling pool. This is my heaven!!!

Friday 23 March 2012

Positively Passionate People ...What is it like to be one of them?By Lee Ridenour

Often we are told lies about ourselves that we believe and are inbuilt. However when someone tells you a good trait about yourself which you were not fully aware it is definitely inspiring to your soul!!!

This happened to me this week. I can honestly say until now I was not fully aware about what is it to be a "Passionate Person, to be truly passionate about everything you do in life" I though that actually I was a pain in the butt as I never let things go, I go for what I believe in like a bull in a china shop. But actually it is a very positive and precious trait to have.

This is what I came across today and I feel truly honoured to be called a Passionate person and I hope I inspire other people as this what make me a happy person.

Positively Passionate People
...What is it like to be one of them?By Lee Ridenour

"True passion is one of the most powerful feelings one may feel in their lifetime. One can become so passionate about something that they feel they would die for it (and sometimes do.) It may be one of the most powerful of all human emotions. Passion can be harnessed for good, or for evil. It is when people harness their passions in positive ways that the world is shaped in a beautiful way. These people are not lazy, unambitious, unmotivated, depressed bags of flesh that mope about all day wallowing in self-pity and lacking passion. They are alive, energetic, proactive and dynamic beings who have come to fully realize the divine potential within their own mind, body, life and soul. As you'll learn in many of our products, the people that you surround yourself with have a huge impact on your mind, and thus your life. Therefore, surround yourself with as many positively passionate people as you can, and you will find yourself becoming like them. To help you identify these people, we've listed eight broad characteristics below. You can also model yourself after these - and you will find your level of passion increases accordingly".

If you wish to read further please click on the link below:
http://selfevolution.net/positively_passionate_people.html

Happiness & Joy!

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us". Helen Keller

When I Think Of You - Janet Jackson 1986 - My little bit of happiness.

I cannot explain how much better and happier I feel. It's just amazing!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xu4ETfryxWg

Dancing around the house to this and the sun beaming through all the windows, what more could I ask for!!!

Isaiah 58:11 (NIV)

Isaiah 58:11 (NIV)
The LORD will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.

Thursday 22 March 2012

Verse of the Day - Biblestudytool.com

Philippians 4:6 (NIV)
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

Friday 16 March 2012

Tough Times

Looking for some passages and came across this;
Psalm 119:105 says: “Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path"
It made me smile as it is my Church's moto at the moment.

Thursday 15 March 2012

Gods speaks to us

Now is this weird or is this God answering my prayers? I am feeling very sorry for myself and lonely. The children and I have had a horrible bout of Flu, which has literary knock me for six and Thomas has not moved from the sofa for 5 days oh and put Wilson in hospital too. I usually get adults contact at least 5 times a week. Because of the Flu & Stomach Flu I have not seen anyone. Trying to find passages from the bible to get me through but don't even know where to look.
Then all of a sudden Jesi comes running into the Dining room saying "mummy there is someone at the door!" It was 2 lovely Jehovah Ladies. I explained that the house hold was poorly and they ask if we needed anything, I wanted to cry, how wonderful is that, however my pride took over and I said we were fine. Thank you God for answering my prayers in a magical way, it will make me smile for the rest of the day!

Tuesday 13 March 2012

Refreshing

It is very refreshing knowing that although we are all very different, we are all actually very similar. We feel and hurt the same.
I will expand on this another time. (I actually have not time at the moment with poorly children and now a poorly hubby).
Oh yes and I am also poorly but trying to fight it!

Friday 9 March 2012

Revelation 21:4 (NIV) - Tears


Revelation 21:4 (NIV)
He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

Life seems so much easier when you know Jesus is by your side.

Tuesday 6 March 2012

Baggage and Blockages

What can I say, I am totally freaked. I am a person who is always prepared for anything. Tonight however I was totally unprepared, freaked out and in shock. I may actually spend the whole week in shock.
I am doing the Lent Course (Mary Pytches) with my church about the above, thought it may do me some good regarding my past. I was not prepared for what and how it made me feel tonight. I feel so stupid right now as I actually had to walk out half way through doing some type of mediation, going back into your past kinda thing. I was aged seven, outside my house I was brought up in, managed to go inside, then I had stop and leave the room. Run, yes run like I do every time I run. I ran when I was 14 years old, and I am still doing it now.
Why can I not ask for help, why cannot I not stay and sort it out. What is haunting me so bad that I cannot deal with it.
Am I that messed up, surely not. There must be people out there like me who also feel very messed up not matter what they have been through.
Please God give me the wisdom and courage to ask my church and it's elders for help and guidance as I sure good do with it right now.? I do not want sympathy I just want help, I do not want someone to judge me I just want to be at peace. I am not at Peace I am an emotional wreck, I need to be strong for my beautiful children.
I feel very overwhelmed by tonight, so many things to deal with I do not know where to start?.

Monday 5 March 2012

1 Peter 5:6,7

1 Peter 5:6,7
Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time. Casting all your care upon him; for he cares for you.

Emotions & Soul.

My emotions need Salvation

Saturday 3 March 2012

Matthew 10:37

New Living Translation (©2007)
"If you love your father or mother more than you love me, you are not worthy of being mine; or if you love your son or daughter more than me, you are not worthy of being mine.

How on this earth do you love your Heavenly Father more than your children? This is a very difficult one for me.