About Me

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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Tuesday 10 April 2012

Thought of the Day - Full

I am way to full, I feel like I am going to explode, too many things going on. I have no place to put everything in my mind.

God's Plans and how we do or do not control our own lives

http://realityofredemption.com/2011/12/26/get-in-on-gods-plan/

This article is defiantly worth reading: If God has plans for us, maybe the last 2 weeks in my life have been all up to God. I have had no control over anything really. All extremely life changing and I didn't do anything.
I am talking about going from a SAHM for the last 4 years to hopefully a career woman and a SAHM, healthy balance.
The reason why I say I didn't do anything is because I never dreamed I would go back to work, staying at home with my children was and still is top priority. However, application, job interview, got the job, nursery all happened within 3 days and somehow I didn't control any of it!

Question?


If God has our life planned out, how can we ask God for things through prayer and he make them happen, well sometimes? Probably could have asked that question in a better way but I needed to write it quick before I get  grabbed by the children.

Thought of the Day

God is my emotional first aid kit!!!!