About Me
- Families and Happiness
- Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
Monday, 25 June 2012
Psalm 16:5-8
Psalm 16:5-8
New International Version 1984 (NIV1984)
5 Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup;
you have made my lot secure.
6 The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places;
surely I have a delightful inheritance.
7 I will praise the Lord, who counsels me;
even at night my heart instructs me.
8 I have set the Lord always before me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.
Proverbs 21:1
Proverbs 21:1
New International Version 1984 (NIV1984)
21 The king’s heart is in the hand of the Lord;
he directs it like a watercourse wherever he pleases.
Jeremiah 29:11-13
Jeremiah 29:11-13
New International Version 1984 (NIV1984)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Change of heart
Will he have a change of heart!!
Has my hopes and dreams come to an end. "the Bible says that He can turn the heart of a king just like a watercourse,". I just wish he would do one of the following now:
Change his heart- or alter my outlook which ever one it is i wish and pray that God would do something quickly as it is breaking my heart every second of the day!
Change his heart- or alter my outlook which ever one it is i wish and pray that God would do something quickly as it is breaking my heart every second of the day!
Sunday, 3 June 2012
Smiling again
Thank you so much God for guiding me in the right direction and giving me the strength to ask the right person the right questions. Thank you to the lovely lady at church that always inspires me when she gets up and talks in church. My faith has been restored again. I feel good when I smile.
Personality Conclusion - Nobody is perfect
Ok, after doing lots of researching and sole searching, I have come to the conclusion that you cannot be liked by everyone, that we all have faults. I do miss having parents; which means that I put more enphisis on trying to make new friends, probably too easily and than wanting more than they can give. After all I am only human. What I do understand out of all this, is, I am a perfectionist and control freak, I like things done properly and my way. Life is not like this and nor are a lot of people out there. I do thoroughly enjoy being around people and people fascinate me just not the ones who when they see me run!!!! lol. I need to put myself in an environment where I am needed and able to use my God given gifts. I feel I could really do some good out in that cruel harsh world out there.
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