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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Friday 25 November 2011

Fruits?

Fruit of the Holy Spirit is the descriptive name given by the 
Apostle Paul to a nine-point list of Christ-like 
attributes of a true Christian life
What do the following words mean? What do you have to do to fulfil them?

Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, Self Control.
How many of these can you pick and say comfortably and honestly you abode by, live by, believe and posses?
Will continue tomorrow!!
I know that I posses the following:
Love - I have so much love to give my immediate family and my distance family. I also put way too much love into my friendships and just hope that is lasts!
Joy - Lacking; as I feel that every day life without my close friends and family seems way too stressful. I feel like I am tackling everything on my own all the time. Probably why I seem drawn to the church at the moment. The church seems to offer me everything I crave! I know I have an amazing husband and beautiful children however, I give, give, give, all the time and because it is unconditional love it is not always reciprocated.
Peace, This is one area I am severely lacking. My childhood and has a lot to do with it. 
Patience, I have none of this, is this because I have three very young children who need me 24/7, ummm I do know I lack this. I am getting better.

Coincidence or a Sign?

24.11.2011 - BBC Radio 2 - Suicide discussion and caller was talking about her father who had killed himself 10 years ago. Selfishness was discussed, and how it maybe isn't that simple. Freaky when you think my father killed himself about 10 years ago, by hanging. Then later that evening in the Alpha course on the Nicky Gumble DVD, discussions about how does God guide us, he spoke about Suicide and hanging. OK now this is rather weird. More than Coincidence?


Do you take notice of things, do you listen to your heart or use your intuition, do you watch and listen?
I came across this very usefull paragraph in an articled publish by Wikihow - How to love Christ:
“Most importantly, watch and listen for the leading of the Holy Spirit. If you are saved, He will speak to you through your spirit; you just have to listen and decide to obey. Jesus said, in Mark 16: "15 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;... 20And they went forth, and preached everywhere, the Lord working with them, and confirming the word with signs following”. 




Coincidence? Ummm not sure

Wednesday Evening
Alpha night; Had a great night, told the group that I had a great experience in Church on Sunday and discussed other peoples thoughts and feelings. It felt good to talk about it with like minded people and I did not feel embarrassed about the whole journey. When I got in the car after Alpha, the song on the radio as soon as I turn the car on was: have faith in me!!! I did giggle!
Now is that coincidence.