About Me

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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Monday 6 February 2012

Forgiving?


Forgiving someone is the hardest thing any human being can do! We must remember that as human beings we are far from perfect and we all do make mistake. So, with this in mind does it make it easier to forgive?

Roller-coaster of Life


Funny, we live in such an amazing world, it's just that we are so busy on our roller coasters of life we don't realize. We need to get off more often, even if it's just for 2 minutes and take in our beautiful surrounding and appreciate what we have in life.

Sins?


Apart from the ten commandments as stated below:
 The Ten Commandments (Exodus 20:2-17 NKJV)
1 “I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. You shall have no other gods before Me.
2 “You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me, but showing mercy to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My Commandments.
3 “You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain, for the Lord will not hold him guiltless who takes His name in vain.
4 “Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is the Sabbath of the Lord your God. In it you shall do no work: you, nor your son, nor your daughter, nor your male servant, nor your female servant, nor your cattle, nor your stranger who is within your gates. For in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, and rested the seventh day. Therefore the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and hallowed it.
5 “Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long upon the land which the Lord your God is giving you.
6 “You shall not murder.
7 “You shall not commit adultery.
8 “You shall not steal.
9 “You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.
10 “You shall not covet your neighbor's house; you shall not covet your neighbor's wife, nor his male servant, nor his female servant, nor his ox, nor his donkey, nor anything that is your neighbor's.”
Did you think of these as Sins?
Anger, bitterness, drunkenness, hate, Ignoring God, immoral acts, envy, immoral thought, lying, spite, pride, swearing, stealing.
Some yes, but some no. I better get working on them and ask God for forgiveness. I always wanted to know how I could better myself as a person and never really knew how. Christianity, God and the Bible are and is such a life saver for me.

Belonging


For the first time ever today I feel like I belong somewhere. I have placed my roots. Somewhere where I feel safe and happy. I feel so lucky to have found my faith and the church I go to. Today has been a real eye opener. I have met some wonderful people through out my Journey and it is going to be amazing to know that it has only just begun.
So Jesus, I am so so so grateful that you have allowed me to enjoy and find these wonderful things and people to enjoy and surround myself with.
Funny, I always doubted myself and my faith and then you always show me signs and tell me that actually, I am right where I want and should be. So, I should not only have more faith in you I should also have more faith in myself too.