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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Wednesday 14 December 2011

Facing Dissapiontment


Gosh, in the last half an hour I have been disappointed three times, It is surprising how it can make you feel. I just want to wallow in self-pity. Trying to think of how I can get ride of these horrible feelings that eat away at me. Apart from asking God to take the feelings away. I suppose this is where gratefulness comes into play. I should just be grateful that I have had a fabulous day at the Church Toddler Christmas Party with the Children. I know that writing my thoughts and feelings down here will hopefully make me start feeling better. I should relish the fact that the last few days have been brilliant becuase the household seems to be much happier.
Philippians 4:6-7
English Standard Version (ESV)
6 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Just come across this too from the following website; http://bible.org/seriespage/chapter-14-dealing-disappointment
"Satan has a strategy to invade our spirits and bring us down until we are defeated. The tip of the wedge seems so harmless. It is simply disappointment.But if we let our disappointment fester, the wedge is driven in a little farther, and we experience discouragement. Unchecked, discouragement because disillusionment. Then the wedge invades even more territory as it proceeds to depression. Ultimately, we end in defeat. How do we prevent the penetration of this deadly wedge into our spirits? We find the answer in 1 Thessalonians 5:18: "Give thanks in all circumstances."
I might have to purchase this book to read it looks very useful, anyone read this?