About Me

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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Friday 6 January 2012

How can I believe in God if I cannot see him?


Ok I am being really brave here on this next question I ask. I know it has a lot to do with faith but how can you believe in God when you cannot see him. I know there is a lot of answers to this question but I am very interesting in what the world out there has to say about it!
Please do help me and comment on this it would be very greatly appreciated. I am also going to see what I can find out there on the big www.
Wish me luck!

Interesting Band and Song


Why Do I freak out! - Jon Foreman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=301S7NgAkLs
These lyrics are my prayer...

Heavenly Father
You always amaze me
Let your kingdom come
In my world and in my life
You give me the food I need
To live through the day
And forgive me as I forgive
The people that wronged me
Lead me far from temptation
Deliver me from the evil one

I look out the window
The birds are composing
Not a note is out of tune
Or out of place
I look at the meadow
And stare at the flowers
Better dressed than any girl
On her wedding day

So why do I worry?
Why do I freak out?
God knows what I need
You know what I need

Your love is
Your love is
Your love is strong

The kingdom of the heavens
Is now advancing
Invade my heart
Invade this broken town
The kingdom of the heavens
Is buried treasure
Will you sell yourself
To buy the one you've found?

Two things you told me
That you are strong
And you love me
Yes, you love me

Your love is
Your love is
Your love is strong

Our God in heaven
Hallowed be
Thy name above all names
Your kingdom come
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven
Give us today our daily bread
Forgive us wicked sinners
Lead us far away from our vices
And deliver us from these prisons

Glen Campbell - The Rest Is Silence/ There Is No Me...Without You


I heard this today and just love this song I could play this all day lobg:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Pxmg4KSrmM
The sun doesn't have to shine
It doesn't matter what I do
There's no me …without you
We never have to be afraid
Heaven is a place for two
There's no me…without you

We shall be forever two
There's no me…without you

Once upon a lonely day
God came thru
He Blessed me…with you
I'm never gonna fade away
Your love won't allow me to
Can't you see?
I love you

We shall be forever two
There's no me…without you

Giving



2 Corinthians 9:7 ‘each person should give what he has decided in his heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver’.

Relationship with God.


I am so aware that my relaationship with God has only just began. Oh boy have I gone in at the deep end and now come out the shallow end. I know that I have a lot of work to do, not tedious work but great pasionate and enjoyable in fact loving work. I am still waiting for my bible to come in the post, please God make my bible come here before Sunday. My church is starting the Essential 100 (E100) Bible Reading Challenge and that would be so great to have.