About Me

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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Friday 20 January 2012

Happiness & Joy!

Have you ever smiled with such passion, for no reason what so ever and it has then given you goosebumps. Wow, what an amazing feeling, just out of now where, for no apparent reason. Funny really,washing up, looking out of my kitchen window. It is raining, wet and dark but I can only see brightness and the birds merrily eating the seeds from my lawn. What Joy!! There I go again, writing this down and I get goosebumps again. I am so privileged to experience this amazing inner peace, something I thought I would ever experience. And, out of the blue, there it is.
Maybe sometimes you just have to stop, get of the busy cycle of life and just be, just not worry or stress and just  be happy! Will I ever feel like this again who knows, at least I have the memory of it which will last forever in my warm heart!

The Holy Spirit, The Comforter...........

John 14.16: And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another comforter to be with you forever -- the Spirit of truth ."