About Me

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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Tuesday, 2 October 2012

God's Calling

I cannot tell you how excited I am, I literately jumped up and down on the bed when I saw the advert!!. I have hopefully found the job of my dreams. Funny how it has just appeared right after being confirmed. I was wondering what my mission was apart from my dear family, friends, church and this blog.

Well fingers crossed, working on application form tonight, deadline Friday. Let's see what happens and it must happen quick as I do not think I can last another day at my current position!!!!

Tuesday, 25 September 2012

Hebrews 2:5-18 New International Version (NIV)


Hebrews 2:5-18
New International Version (NIV)
Jesus Made Fully Human
5 It is not to angels that he has subjected the world to come, about which we are speaking. 6 But there is a place where someone has testified:

“What is mankind that you are mindful of them,
a son of man that you care for him?
7 You made them a little[a] lower than the angels;
you crowned them with glory and honor
8 and put everything under their feet.”[b][c]
In putting everything under them,[d] God left nothing that is not subject to them.[e] Yet at present we do not see everything subject to them.[f] 9 But we do see Jesus, who was made lower than the angels for a little while, now crowned with glory and honor because he suffered death, so that by the grace of God he might taste death for everyone.
10 In bringing many sons and daughters to glory, it was fitting that God, for whom and through whom everything exists,should make the pioneer of their salvation perfect through what he suffered. 11 Both the one who makes people holyand those who are made holy are of the same family. So Jesus is not ashamed to call them brothers and sisters.[g]12 He says,
“I will declare your name to my brothers and sisters;
in the assembly I will sing your praises.”[h]
13 And again,
“I will put my trust in him.”[i]
And again he says,
“Here am I, and the children God has given me.”[j]
14 Since the children have flesh and blood, he too shared in their humanity so that by his death he might break the power of him who holds the power of death—that is, the devil— 15 and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by their fear of death. 16 For surely it is not angels he helps, but Abraham’s descendants. 17 For this reason he had to be made like them,[k] fully human in every way, in order that he might become a merciful and faithful high priestin service to God, and that he might make atonement for the sins of the people. 18 Because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted.

My very Special and Proud Day!

My Confirmation Day - 23.09.2012


What an amazing and proud day yesterday.

My Father would have been proud and my heavenly father hopefully is very proud.

Sunday, 23 September 2012

God's Angels


Daniel 6:22
New International Version (NIV)

"My God sent his angel, and he shut the mouths of the lions. They have not hurt me, because I was found innocent in his sight. Nor have I ever done any wrong before you, Your Majesty.”

God. You have sent many Angels (and you know who you are, beautiful Angels) to watch over me and look after me. Today however I want to thank you for my Angel Kellymarie. xxx

Thank you Kellymarie for my inspiring and very lovely message today. xxxx

Very overwhelmed and Excited - Confirmation today

I am so honoured to announce to the world I am getting confirmed today!! Yippee.

St John's Baptist Church Caudwell Road Ipswich tonight @ 6.30pm - Come along and help me celebrate!

I thought this would never happen. I feel very strange, in a very lovely spiritual way!

I have never felt I had a family or home to place my roots before and was trying to work out all of these amazing emotional feeling I have been feeling over the last few days. Yes, I have been an emotional wreck. But with tears of joy and happiness and some of sadness to. (Apparently if you stand on your head it makes all the sadness get dizzy and fall out says Jack aged 6. Headstand it is then Jack...)

I have come across a handful of people in the last few weeks that have really had an impact on my life and really changed the perspective of how I look at the world. These may be people I hardly know; or know well; or even be people I have only just met. I am sad, actually very sad, that I may never again see one of those people who in a large part has had a great impact on my journey. But I believe that God has placed other people in my life to fill that void.

Anyhow... it is 6am on a Sunday morning and I have got my cafe latte and toast all ready so I can go to the car boot to get my bargains.

I am so nervous and excited see you all tonight. It's going to be another emotional joyous day!
x

God's Rosebud - Encourage One another blog.



God's Rosebud - Encourage One another blog.


It is only a tiny rosebud,
A flower of God's design;
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.

The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I.
God opens this flower so easily,
But in my hands they die.

If I cannot unfold a rosebud,
This flower of God's design,
Then how can I have the wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?

So I'll trust in God for leading
Each moment of my day.
I will look to God for guidance
In each step along the way.

The path that lies before me,
Only my Lord and Savior knows.
I'll trust God to unfold the moments,
Just as He unfolds the rose.









http://eoneanother.blogspot.co.uk/2012/04/gods-rosebud.html

Gifts from God

So there was me thinking I was following my heart and giving someone a special gift of appreciation and love, when in fact it was God giving me the gift of this very special person. Did you ever follow your heart and just go for it, even though you thought that it may make you look weird or silly? Well if you ever feel like that just go for it, even if you do feel silly! What have you got to lose?

Things truly happen for a reason and ouch, breaking my toe; really?! Well it was worth every bit of pain!

Because, just maybe, it was meant to be. Meeting my angel from God Kellymarie made a mark and gave me goosebumps!

God knows what we want and what we need, and for this I am truly thankful.