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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Tuesday, 29 November 2011

Feeling Lonely

I know that finding my way through the big jungle to godliness was not going to be easy in fact I didn't even know this path existed for me! I felt rather lonely on Sunday with no one I knew at Church. Silly really but I feel rather lonely anyway at home with the three children, no family and long term friends around me. Don't get me wrong, I love my dear friends who I feel God has guided my way! But nothing can replace a sister or mother's unconditional love.

Feeling Lonely



After battling all day today with my roller coaster of emotions I came across this and how I felt a connection to this verse;


All my longings lie open before you, Lord; my sighing is not hidden from you. My heart pounds, my strength fails me; even the light has gone from my eyes. My friends and companions avoid me because of my wounds; my neighbours stay far away. Those who want to kill me set their traps, those who would harm me talk of my ruin; all day long they scheme and lie. I am like the deaf, who cannot hear, like the mute, who cannot speak; I have become like one who does not hear, whose mouth can offer no reply. LORD, I wait for you; you will answer, Lord my God.


(Psalm 38:9-15)
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  1. Families and Happiness29 November 2011 at 08:45

    Any one wish to let me have their thoughts?

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  2. Families and Happiness25 September 2012 at 04:59

    Funny reading back on this 9 months later; I am in awe at how many people God has put in my path. I don't need a blood family I have my beautiful Family in Christ and my church.

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