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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Wednesday 21 December 2011

The signs are back yippee

After having a bad week, feeling down, unappreciated and going off on the wrong path, I am back. Thanks to Caroline and my book. Oh boy, it feels good, just in time for Christmas.
Felt very lost last night, I had my dinner, the kids were all in bed and I had completed my tasks for the night. But I still felt lost. So I got snuggled into bed and started reading one of my new books.

All I can say, like every Sunday at church the book was talking to me, how fabulous. It was describing exactly how I am feeling at the moment, exactly how I describe my situation to Caroline yesterday. Well all I can say is I am so grateful I chose to start reading this book. Thank you. x

2 comments:

  1. This massive high then followed by a very steep low, maybe that was just God's way of slowing me down, grounding me. Would be very romantic (in a god and relationship kinda way) to think so!

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