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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
One of the main reasons I have set up this blog is to gather advice and information on how I can be guided through my Journey into Christianity. "We need others around us who know Jesus. Who want God to influence their lives", "The Spiritual Starter Kit" Lesson # 5 - The value of other believers.
I am not perfect nor do I want to be, I am not here to change the world, or the way people think. I am just here to be happy and put the past behind me, wash away all the pain and view the world differently to the way I see it today. I want to be happy in no matter what I do, feel completeness and at peace with the world and admire all the beautiful things it has to offer me, my family and all my beautiful friends. I know this can happen it is just a matter of believing!


Please, I urge you to join my site and welcome any thoughts you may have or advice that will help me on my way! This site would not work without your input. Please note I am dyslexic, so, if anyone wishes to volunteer to edit my posts, by all means feel free.




Sunday 3 June 2012

Personality Conclusion - Nobody is perfect

Ok, after doing lots of researching and sole searching, I have come to the conclusion that you cannot be liked by everyone, that we all have faults. I do miss having parents; which means that I put more enphisis on trying to make new friends, probably too easily and than wanting more than they can give. After all I am only human. What I do understand out of all this, is, I am a perfectionist and control freak, I like things done properly and my way. Life is not like this and nor are a lot of people out there. I do thoroughly enjoy being around people and people fascinate me just not the ones who when they see me run!!!! lol. I need to put myself in an environment where I am needed and able to use my God given gifts. I feel I could really do some good out in that cruel harsh world out there.

1 comment:

  1. Hi sweetie,
    I'm a people pleaser too and it's difficult not to take things personally when people seem to blank us, or cut us off etc, but it's about trying to remember they are probably just as insecure as we are and probably don't realise they are hurting us, and would be horrified if they thought they had. The hard bit is getting past it and moving on to a better friendship. (that really didn't come out how I meant, hope it makes sense!) I think this blog is a great idea. Good on you!

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