If I had any doubt about God and whether he existed; that doubt has finally been washed away. However, I am sure that through my Christian Journey I will have many moments of doubt - but that God will direct me back on the right path.
I have just had an awesome - yes that is the right word to describe it - moment. You know when you realise that there is someone or something out there looking after you directing you onto the right path?
I met a wonderful, in fact beautiful, person a week ago at the hospital. By the way, I hate hospitals. I had painfully broken my toe and ended up in A&E. Not the place I really wanted to be after miscarrying at 12 weeks and being in hospital a week or so previous for an operation. After waiting 2 hours I asked the kind reception chap that I had had enough of waiting and that I was going to go home. He said don't; let me see what is happening. Before I knew it this lovely lady came out and took me under her wing. I explained I had broken my toe but also said while I am here can I sort out my issues after having my operation because of a miscarriage.
I must say this nurse was just amazing. She took me to a quiet place and let me rest there while she sorted things out. This gave me time in my hectic life to start to process exactly what had happened in the last 2 weeks. I found it rather emotional but at last I had quiet time to think about things and rest. The lovely lady was always there checking that I was ok and looking after me exceptionally well.
After 4 hours it was time to go home and the nurse and I had a brief chat. I felt the need to tell her how special she was and that, in this world, beautiful people like her are very rare.
I'll stop there. I am very tired and I have forgotten to get the milk, so I've got to dash out! Will post again soon!
About Me
- Families and Happiness
- Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
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